Barren

come this wall of barren days

and instants of pure terror

where deep inside

the fear we have

is that

there will be

no difference

or moving on

in excited anticipation

come this time of mundane endurance

of nothing passion

of nowhere funny

life seems to be so ordinary

so everyday

so lacking

none have any passion left

it seems

come this dross

this place of - the left over

when all around

there is a leeching

of other peoples pleasure

so entirely understandable

as life moves on

and adrenalin rushes fade

it comes

a life of disappointed endings

where many people

sit and dream

of what has gone before

where living in the past

is more

than all there is

to come

Sydney New Year 2022